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8/8/2013
The Beginning...

The past few days i've been a little depressed. I want to make myself feel better.  There is always so many things that i think are why i feel this way.  But this morning a phrase got stuck in my head..

To many times i get all bent out of shape about something that at the time i want to blame someone else.. But I know it's ME!  I have control of these things. Also i'm an idiot.. but really.. this is NOT rocket science.

I'm mad or frustrated because things aren't being done.
Around the house.. in the yard..
I get angry because i don't get help... Seriously.. I stop doing anything because no one is helping me?!!?  Why does this matter?!  If it doesn't matter to anyone but me why would they think to help me or motivate me to do it.   (i could go into other things as well.. but i won't)

So i want to give myself a CHALLENGE..
I question if i should do this for a year.. or start small and go for a month.. or a couple months..  ?

I want to chronicle what i'm doing but not make the chronicling a big part of this..
But giving myself some sort of update is always good.

I'm doing this for me.  This blog.. is really for myself.. to keep track.. to see where i started and where i ended..  I am truly going to try and make this thing work.. i'm truly going to try and update this blog on a regular basis.

if you come across this.. and you feel the need to say something that is A-OK by me.

Now.. off to the Lists!